Life Just Got Sucky...

I didn't think it was possible but life just got suckier. I'm tempted to cry, but the tears just aren't there. So anyway, on with the explanation of that obscene Post Title. I have been sick for a month now with a sinus infection, and it's getting worse. Tonight I was sitting at Youth Group shaking because I am so tired/weak/sickly. All I wanted to do was get home. So on my way home, I'm feeling even more like crap, so I'm not really paying attention to anything. However by the time I started paying attention, I was doing 63 in a 50 and the Po-Po was turning around to come up behind me. Crappy? Yes. It's the first time I've ever even been pulled over in over a year of driving with a license. To make matters worse, it was indeed 13 over the speed limit, so I knew there was no way out of that one. He gave me a ticket costing over a total of $82 and a 4 point violation. If I mail in the money before 20 days, it goes down to 2, but that's still sucky. I still don't know the repercussions of this horrid event, but all I know is that I then proceeded to drive home Tired/Weak/Sickly/Wanting to Cry or something. Yeah, I know, it's saddening and I really can't help but asking God "Why? I mean with as stressful as my life is right now, WHY?". Oh well, I'll post more when I know more about it. 10 out of 10 Me's agree: That was the last thing I needed tonight. Why me? I wish I had the answer.